Just before.

Thursday, May 28, 2009, 7:39 PM

How i wish i was in the past.
I want to smile like before.
I want to cry like i'm the center of attention.
I want to play like never ending.
I want to act like i'm in the show.
I want to grow like a huge tree.
I want to eat like i'll never grow any fatter.
I want to be as naive as before.
I want my dad to carry me to my room everyday.
I want my mum to read bedtime-story everyday.
I want my grandparents to treat me like treasure.
[: that's the past, my dear. hah. [:
I just wish that everything stop at the moment.
I don't want to grow.
I don't want to face studies problems.
I don't want to face relationship problems.
I don't want to be left aside.
I just want me to still be me.
NAIVE, STUPID, NOISY, HAPPY, CRYBABY.
I don't want to change change change!
For how long,
i didn't smile like before.
i didn't have naive mind.
i didn't cry.
i didn't make my parents fed up.
i didn't hear bedtime story.