blehhhhhhhhhhh . it have been long since ii havent blogged =D i'm PROUD ! laallalalla (: so have been workin durin holidays & skool now .
ii felt realli kinda stress . &things are DRIVING ME CRAZY . ! but nvm ~ is normal for sec 3 time bahhs . ii shall ADAPT .
HAPPI 6MONTHS ! yes , ii rmb -12.01.08 . even if ii got STM , but ii'll nvr forget the day hahas (: so , mainly doing was slackin till last min . wet to dardar's house den slacked till was like heard something on the door , thikkin was his mum . actualli no (: so , ii chiong-ed my A . MATHS homework . stress , ii dunno why ii took amaths for godness sick . ii feel like droppin amaths , POA . but ii cant , no choice . stay with it ~ den finish with those question , oh yea . HOME ~ mum wanted me to cook . butbut . in the end , went home late . rainin ~ so dardar sent me to bus-stop hahahs (: tat was kind of him lurhhs .
yea yea , ii told dardar wat bout last year thingy . dunno wat hereacted , butbut , felt kindda uneasy bahhs . ii dunwanna him to be angry , you noe ~ but , i'm not tryin to haolian the surroundin around me . but to hmmm like , tell him wat bout mine friends bahhs . =D cant believe ii took my guts out . wanted to tell long long ago le . ii didnt have the chance . NONO ~ ii dun have the guts . ii realli dunno how dardar feels . he said is okies , but to me . maybe he doesnt wanna me to be sad . so he rather to keep to himself ? am ii being bad to him ? ii never point gun , say watever you wanna .