why is it beeing so sad , ii dunno why but ii wanna noe . mayybe is secret , well , ii shldnt ask aniimore . even if thr's gun pointin at me to ask , ii shldnt ask . afterall is cause is you to tell me , even ii pester to ask why , would you tell me ? afterall , is yr choice . cant be me pointin a gun at you askin for answer ? .
sayyin sorri means nothing to you perharps , haiis . mayybe ii shld change bahhs . not sayyin sorri , not feelin guilty , not havin even a feelin towards aniione . mayybe is tat ii show not enuf care ? .
even if problems comin in myy wayy , ii shall just hide in one corner showin tat ii dun care . just wanna hide frm dhe fact tat ii've made .
got 12 in posiition , &im happi as ever ii can be . nvr even thik tat ii would get dhe position . ii dun deserve it , cause ii didnt study hard for it . ii would wanna rather give up dhe position . Wednesday , wanted to sayy thx . ii've told wat ii wanna sayy , & ii got nothing to hiide . mayybe ii have , ii dun realli noe . for you , when you always ask me a question , ii would go like dunno . but tat mayybe leave you with no answer to it bahhs . Thursdae , after choir was like hmmm . gotta nothing to do , den head home bahhs . afterall , didnt realli enjoy choiir , mayybe shld quit . but ... ____________________ ... Friiday , was kindda happi being with you , even if was like for a while , im happii . but den seeing dardar was kindda moodless de , haiis . not wanna see-inqq him moodless , ii went home . ii dun wanna see him moodless nor sad . ii wanna him be happi . mayybe tat ii made him moodless ? oh yeas , im rite . is me tat made him .. planned to call him after ii went up hse , my bro was like took up dhe fone and fone him , left me with nothing to sayy . ii would rather give up my time with my cousin tml to peii him , but dunno if he agrees . mayybe he dun wanna bahhs .. smsed , so replied was like ... keep askin me to peii my kors with problems rather den with him .. haiis .. im dhe causes . stupiid , from being me , doing tat .