oh well , ii shall share . im a failure , agree . ii hate myyself frm being like tis . test was like flunk liaos , no mood , +todae bout denise + miinpeii + fang de thingy make me more siick liaos . they kept like threatenin , ii hate it lurhhs , dunno wat happen realli , ii realli hate dhe kind of threatenin feelin by them . ii got nothing to say bout it . went out of house happily with a clean feelin , cme home feelinq sad . haiis . ii realli dunno waddahell im doinqq okies .
results like hell , bleedinqq internally . without or with hoppe , im still happi with wat my friend told me . without knowin tat my friend care so much for me . retain for my friend , haiis .
walkin under the rain was kindda one of my happiest thing to do bahhs , but too bad ~ didnt have enuf time under dhe rain . &now without lots of raiindropps , im feelin sick =x mayybe realli ii shld one day find myself under dhe rain shivering or lyin dead on floor liaos , strike by lightninqq . isnt tat wonderful ? oh oh . realli ii dunno wat im sayyin , im just sick , sad , feel like cryyinq .
sorri for my friends from being rude ~ sorri for me beinqq rude ~ sry for wat ii do to you ~ sorry for wat made you sian ~ SORRY FOR EVERYTHING ~ .
and when things come , ii onlii got dhe power to sayy sorri , afterall , im just a normal person , ii cant do aniithing , if ii hate myyself , shld ii die for myyself , screamin out loud ii hate myself , cryin in dhe another side . well , ii shld just listen to wat others wanna me do , wat their's comments , shldnt me beinnqq asked for dhe sick of help , even if ii were to lie dead thr , dun bother to wake me up , cause ii dun wanna face dhe fact . ii onlii wanna parts of sorrows . ii dun wnna to lose all my happi memories . why &wat for , make me die .
Tuesday, October 16, 2007, 11:02 PM