dunno why ii started to dun trust aniione lurhhs . thikkin too much bah maybe . my mind ! aarrhh .. rubbish contain inside . why m ii like tat ... can someone tell me ? why is it isnt easy just to be me bahhs . well . sad of course . but den who noes . haiis . is realli diifficult bahhs . not tat ii dun wanna trust aniione but den . is just tat ii cant . feelin bored ii guess . most likely . why why . sometimes ii felt myself foolish . well . enuf of crapps le bahhs .
weeE .. todae's dae was fun ii called . maybe is tat im with denise bahhs . dunno lurhhs . puzzled hahas . maybe ii started to change my attutide towards life le bahhs . maybe perharp . hahas . in dhe mornin in dhe bus-stop . saw shangbo . and ii dun bother to say hi . but den he waved at me . hahas .. den after tat . a woman well a lady bahhs . thikk tat she kinndda cant c bahhs . denn ii guided her to bus 59 as im talkin le also . she grabbed my hands and den .. we went up dhe bus . kinndda worri bahhs . hehes . in skool postin cause . todae dun wanna use com at home bahhs . kinndda rstart to regret things . but sometimes ii dun thikk is me . maybe sometimes . friends are rite . ii shld also try to let go things bah . ii shldnt bother aniimore . ii shall den listen to friends ii trust bahhs .
maybe my attutide have changed . but ii promise ii wont hurt aniimore ppl lurhhs . they're just too precious to me bahs . sometime . life might be diifiicult to carry on . but no one wish to end it rite . shld try bahhs . stop & look at dhe ppl round me . maybe you might find them as yr precious ones . hehes . take cares . well . im sick :p day was totally . RESTLESS !
Monday, September 10, 2007, 2:04 PM